New Year, New life,New breakthrough

On 31/12/2011

Kian Zhoe and i was looking at the last page of calendar.......i recalled the last year and even the previous years ago, we did the same thing for the last day of the year.  However he wasn't know anything..This year 2011, he started to understand about TIME... 

Again and again, i told him that he will grow bigger and mummy will grow older...told him his age in 2012 (14 years old)..i told him all about the routine of life.. born, grow, old and die..he started to worry by his expression when he heard 'die'.  He said "mummy don't die, mummy don't die, mummy still need to bring me to school next week" 

I was touched and happy when i heard this..because he started to know about the routine of life compare to the previous years ago and he worried about if i am not around with him..but i am still sad also because i cant accompany him for his whole life..he is still need to face his life..

I will do whatever to help him for his life with no regrets..........

Wish he will have more understandings and breakthroughs in 2012!